Days when living SxE is hard

There are days when I know that if I drank things would be easier for the moment. Those are the times when I hate life, when the shit it brings you just makes you despise the world around. I'm glad for the strength that I have that I don't drink cause I know it's something that I don't need.

Living without a crutch can be difficult and strengthening at the same time. But it takes getting past that need of the crutch to be stronger. But when we do, we become someone better than we were.

These times make me proud to be SxE, but also make me wish getting over through this hard time was somehow made easier.